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Friday, October 22, 2010

Rainy days, yummy treats, and heart warming promises




Ohhhhhhh Air Force night week, how I loathe thee!

Yes. The reason, and only reason, I am writing a blog on a Friday night is because the husband is in a four hour SIM (flying simulators for pilot training- look at the picture below) that started at 5:00 in the evening.



Whoever thought this was a good idea must be questioned…hmmm…

Oh well! We do try to make the best of it: we wake up late, snuggle for a good chunk of the morning before forcing ourselves to pry open those eyelids, make big breakfasts and try yummy latte recipes, and enjoy the Word of God.


Yet it was especially hard to get this day started due to the awesome storm we spent last night watching and waking up to the sound of rain which just lulled us back to sleep.



We finally bribed ourselves to get the day going by making plans to go to walmart and gather supplies for baking Pumpkin Cinnamon Rolls and making a pumpkin spice latte (for the recipe, visit http://kblog.lunchboxbunch.com/2010/10/vegan-pumpkin-spice-latte-not-starbucks.html ) ..and boy, was that worth every straining effort of waking up!



( the didn't get a picture of the Cinni rolls.. :( sorry!!)

However, the best part of this morning was enjoying God’s word in the fullest (its been a while since we have had this kind of time to really enjoy it!!) As I read the stories of the past men and women after His heart, I felt Him encouraging me that He wanted to bless my heart in the same way… and fill it with the fullness of Lord!

So that’s exactly what He did. He brought me to 1 Samuel and Luke, where the barren were conceiving and being blessed with long awaited miracles of life:

“For nothing will be impossible with God,” Luke 1:37

“Go in peace, for the God of Israel grant your petition that you have made to him.” 1 Samuel 1:17

“Thus the Lord has done for me in the days when he looked on me, to take away my reproach among people,” Luke 1:25

It is so neat for me to read these types of testimonies in my similar trial of being barren to see that there was a plan for each one of these gals and when they conceived was on His time for His plan, not by theirs. Each one of these women were looked on with contempt and judgment from others (both friends and society), but they instead did what I earnestly hope to do in my life: They glorified God despite all of their hardships (accusations for Mary and her conception, righteous Elizabeth who was thought to have “secret sin”, and Hannah who was thought to be cursed and drunk). I love it! What Godly ladies! How I want to follow Him and not worry about what others think when I do what I have been lead to do! I confess: I constantly struggle with what people will think of me if I do something radically for him or something outside my comfort zone. 'What will they think of me… Am I wasting their time… Are they questioning my motives right now? What are my motives… Why am I now concerning about that when I didn’t before question it? Why didn’t I talk to that woman back there about the gospel? What would the girls that I am shopping with think?'

And why am I so self-conscious? Because I am human: I am selfish, self-centered, and fearful.

What is my antidote? The sweet gospel. Jesus died for this and everything that keeps us from being near a perfectly holy God and prevents us from truly becoming reflections of Him that He created and adores. Now, with perfect blood, we can do what was once impossible: Fight off ourselves and strive after Him!



THANK YOU JESUS!

If these women were treasures to God and their actions pleased Him, why should I worry about the things He has prepared for me before time (Ephesians 2:10)? That’s why these women are mentioned in the Bible. They had a large part in carrying out God’s ultimate salvation plan. God gave them the strength not to be afraid to walk out that plan, no matter what others thought about them. In fact, has the thought ever occurred to you that others might not even care?? [Gasp] (Yea, I know. News flash, huh guys??)

So walk out in the way he is leading you, “only let each person lead the life that the Lord has assigned to him, and to which God has called him. This is my rule in all the churches,” 1 Corinthians 7:17.

He’s gonna help you and He longs to bless you:

“The Lord is my strength and my shield; in him my heart trusts, and I am helped. My heart exults, and with my song I give thanks to him.” Psalm 28:7

“And blessed is she who believed that there would be a fulfillment of what was spoken to her from the Lord.” Luke 1:45.

Time to take little mister on a walk :)


Be blessed!!



Location:Altus, OK

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Yum Yums!!

This is my new yummy obsession, haha. Just kidding! But it is really really good. It's both chocolate, in the best of varieties (dark), and your daily dosage of calcium, vitamin D3, and magnesium all in one!! No more nasty Viactives! Hello yummy Adora...



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Tuesday, October 19, 2010

A sweet taste of Oklahoma, from our vantage point

Well, we have been here almost one and half months now... Long enough to share with you what life in Oklahoma has been like. Enjoy!


Here is a beautiful picture of a storm rolling through...



Eli in his favorite play spot on base. Yipee!



The Wichita mountains near Lawton, Oklahoma.



All he wild life we saw IN the Wichita's wildlife refuge.
The bird you see is called a Kite. If you ate not careful and center too close to their nests, you can find yourself being dive bombed!! Trust me, they will attack..



The wildlife refuge we hiked around in..



I love that adventurous husband of mine!!



And our silly adventure dog :)



Our rest spot! Isn't it beautiful??



That thing to the right of our trail, in the field, is a buffalo! We weren't sure how to get past it at first, but my brave Andrew went ahead of us so we could get by safely! Phew!!



Another rest spot! Makes me miss the TN mountains for sure :(



Frozen self served yogurt!! Yum!!



Quartz mountain state park! Wow!



The beach at the park.



After a run out there, I realized just how badly I needed some more running shoes.


Can you tell the difference?? ;)



Snakes and cotton!! Commonality? Both very plentiful here-- YIKES!


Look! We found 'Mater here....hmm.. Actually, I don't know if that is encouraging or discouraging..



Yea, we are in the land of the cowboys now :)



A monument in Oklahoma City of the Oklahoma Land Run... Pretty neat little byte of history that explained the reasoning for the football team name, the Sooners.

And here is home sweet home...



Well.. Kinda :) It's a temporary home, but what home outside our eternal dwelling place can really be called home?



"And day by day, attending the temple together and breaking bread in their homes, they received their food with glad and generous hearts..." Acts 2:46

Blessings!!

Location:Altus, OK

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

What am I thankful for??

Summing up the weekend in Austin, TX with thankfulness...




Just tonight, I have been relishing in all that my God has given this life... And all the miracles he has given an underserving life like mine.

"How deep the father's love for us... That he would send his only son to make a wrench his treasure."--church hymn

And I feel like a precious treasure as much as he gives me all the time: He has given me a life worth living, a man that loves me with all his heart, a wonderful dog, a great and wonderful family that cares, friends that embrace and pray for you, and a body that is healthy by being graciously redeemed from all the abuse my past life put it through. And everything else good I get to experience is just that yummy icing on the cake: like our NEW truck we have been praying about and all of our most recent Starbucks trips! :) (yes, it's the little things)

So, just a quick word of thankfulness I thought I would share with you about my Savior before I hit the sack. May God richly bless you as he has me... Because he will :)



"20 Now to him who is able to do far more abundantly than all that we ask or think, according to the power at work within us,
21 to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, forever and ever. Amen." Ephesians 3:20-21

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Saturday, October 2, 2010

Changing again.. But this time, to better love and trust my Savior!

Happy September from us all... And Eli!


Being September, I can say change has been the one thing God has definitely grown Andrew and I in tremendously! Since April, our lives have been on one crazy coaster of events. Firstly, I graduated College—finally, haha! Yey! I am an official graduate of the University of Tennessee with a bachelor’s degree in Arts and Sciences… and Andrew graduated too, from pilot training! Double yey!




(our yummy carrot cake!!)

And the best part of all… we finally got our assignment. And it came with a good amount of faith building as well.

As the excitement of April’s exams ended and May’s graduation died down, we were preparing for the next very exciting and stressful event: choosing Andrew’s pilot assignment. We had not neglected to pray for our assignment since the beginning of training… but as we approached it, we really had a hard time deciding on how we wanted order our choices (we were given a list of 28 or so choices of the different planes available for the pilots to choose; our job was to put them in order of our preference). We had a few hutches of where we wanted to go with it… but once it was down on paper, neither of us had a really peace about turning it in. We prayed fervently about our situation and God was, again, very very faithful to our situation. Andrew met with a couple of Godly, trusted men and when he returned, he stated we had a game plan: since we couldn’t decide, we would leave the choice up to the Lord. We put down our top 3 choices for all three categories (heavy planes, fighter planes, and instructing on the T-6/T-38) for our top three choices. I have to admit, it was a very out there order, but we were finally at peace with what we put down. Our first choice was the C-17. It’s the newer heavy plane and its mission appealed to both of us. However, the best part came when we learned about the two systems that C-17 were in. One is called the AMC. Air mobility command... I am still not sure what that means, but I do know that it encompasses all of the systems outside of the pacific and it's bordering countries. That area is in the system known as the Pacific Air Force (PacAF). And of the two systems, we were drawn to the PacAF. And that is what we prayed about...



(the C-17)

Through those next couple of days, I just stood on faith. God held me be strong and brought sweet promises to mind: Hebrews 11:6, Romans 4:20-21, Matthew 14:13-33, Colossians 3:1-3…and on and on and on! My heart was refreshed with His love. With every morning He met with me, he always seemed to place faith passages in my devotions, discipling my heart as I stepped out with faith that this is where God wanted us. Our Father is so so good to His children!

By the time our assignment night rolled up, the Lord had strengthened my faith in such a way that I knew we would get the C-17 in the PacAF… but I did not where we would be ending up. And SURE ENOUGH, the slide came up, Andrew marched over and gave me a confident kiss and we realized where exactly our next location would be: ALASKA!!!!!!



Yup! We are headed to Alaska folks! We report on January 31st.

But first, a teaser: a month of training in Spokane, WA and three months in Altus, Oklahoma!

Andrew and I enjoyed the next couple of weeks just spending time with family and getting him graduated (We were blessed to have 40 PEOPLE show up for his graduation ceremony!! What a great support group!).



After the busyness of spending time with families and friends, we went to the beach for some family time: Andrew, Eli and I! It was quite the relaxation we needed-



but Eli did not much enjoy it! It was quite the sight to see, I must say. He got plummeted by the waves, the salty water was not as refreshing as he thought it should be, and his rolling technique to get him dry backfired as he would end up with sand down his little nose and in his eyes…


pooooor Eli!

However, all came to a roaring end as we rushed back to get Andrew packed up and ready to go to Survival in Spokane, Washington. Once he left the vicinity, my mission was to pack us up and move us to a local storage unit before he came back.

Taking on a huge load like that by myself was just like me: being arrogantly independent and over confident in my non existent strength. God soon broke that yoke as I broke down in tears and in humility. My loving family gave me lots of support. From helping hands to ministering words of encouragement, the Lord lifted my heavy load, just as he promises- Matthew 11:28.



(all packed up!!)

After all of our possessions were transferred into storage, my nomadic trip began! It started out at our best friends' house, the Hoppens. They graciously laid out the offer when I found myself with no where to sleep for the next couple of nights left in Columbus. I was so incredibly thankful for their hospitality and the way they opened their arms to my presence lingering around their home. Eli loves being with them more than anybody so I was thankful that, of all places we could be, and without Andrew around, we got to be with them for a time.

From there I left for Memphis where I got to hang out with my Thornbury family!! I really enjoyed being with them, working with them, eating with them, laughing with them and just being apart of what they do everyday. And they helped me sell the Honda- hip hip hooray!! Eli enjoyed being with his buddy Elliott too!

I also got to visit with some friends that live there: One being Jac, who just blesses me consistently... Little to her knowledge, I was really struggling with two things in my walk with the Lord: trusting him and praying in my marriage more. Again, the Lord used his faithful servant Jac to bless me with literature and encouragement in both areas! And, on top of that, she fed me one of her gourmet meals while respecting my fast! So sweet... And so yummy!!

From there, mama kindly drove me back to Columbus where I retrieved Sally (my mustang) and drove her towards the Schultz house, catching up with my lovely friend Shannon and her husband since I knew it wouldn't be long before they were busy with the now born Emma Grace! It was great to stay with them too, since they just feel like extended family to me. It was crazy to say goodbye and realize the next time we would see each other she would be a seasoned mommy!! I kind of cried when I thought about it... But they were definitely tears of thankfulness and joy as she was my first very close friend to enter into the bounds of mommyhood. She is definitely a blessing as she invited me to become a close friend and include me in her discovery of what its like to be pregnant and be a mommy. It is a privilege to be her friend!



Here she is...Sweet Emma Grace :) !!!

I took off on a Friday morning for my journey to Knoxville.. Coming to see my mamadee, daddio, Mattie moo, Ty Ty and all the rest of the friendly faces I love!! It was nice to be home... And talk about change!! The house next to ours was growing rapidly (and massively!!) and our house was getting a facelift: there was a roof going on the back porch! It looks great :)


As always, my family and I had a great time together, had some awesome fellowship and many adventures (as usual!). One of my favorite times though was with my daddio. My mom and I are naturally very close (outside of Andrew, she is u closest friend!!) but I don't usually get to spend a lot of one on one time with my pops. God was kind to bless me with my dad's time that he carved out for me as we talked about where God's guiding hand was taking him. It's now the one thing I am most encouraged to do now: let my thoughts check with his before answering anyone in my own opinion (Isaiah 55:8). I am blessed with a wise father figure! I do not take it for granite.

Of course, my trip was marked by the love and care of Bonnie, Grammy, Terry and many others... But there is no way I can even try to write about the ways they blessed me except to give thanks to God in the mentioning of their names. By the end of the two weeks there, I was ready to see my Andrew. Life just isn't the same without him!!



Bonz and I at graduation!

Two weeks later, I returned to Columbus to hang out with a dear friend Lindsay and await the arrival of my beloved!! Indeed, he came swiftly to me and I rejoiced as he was again in my arms!!! (sigh) He was also very glad to be home since survival was not the most restful of places to be for a month...

From there, we were on the road again! Memphis again!! And most of our time was spent with Papa and Uncle Steve. It was a sweet time as we got to rejoice and give praise to God for Papa's heart surgery going very well!

We also got to spend some sweet time in Michigan where we got to see.... Well, everyone! Uncle Steve's family, Uncle Bob and Aunt Betty, John Sweeney, ad KURT AND ASHLEY HELFRICH!!!



The reunion of ol' friends and the celebration a new marriage couldn't have been a more beautiful combination! It was a beautiful ceremony and one of our favorite weddings thus far. It was hard to say goodbye as it felt we had just arrived in Michigan but I was encouraged by the thought we would see them again as we journeyed to Alaska.



Andrew on our old school bikes!


After all of our Michigan fun, it was time to set out for our latest adventure: Oklahoma!!!! And how blessed we feel to be there currently... With the making of new friends and fellowship and the occurrences of familiar faces, God is abundantly providing for us a new place to grow in the Lord and call home for a while. Will keep you updated from here! Keep praying for our eyes to be opened to all that the Lord awaits to do so we may rejoice at his glorious and perfect work-- Deut. 32:4. Blessings!!